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I found me.
Others find others.
I found joy.
Others find lies.
I found peace.
Others repeat.
That’s it. As simple as life should be.
Hi I’m Mr convenient.
Just keep using me up, and never return the favor….
Stop using me for your convenience. Taken parts of me until almost nothing is left of me. Just feel like a shell of a person. Don’t even know if my feelings matter enough to have names.
Tired
Of
Being
Alone.
In love but it’s not love. No one ever wants the same thing. And everyone else can suck a big one.
I’m still in love.
Help me out.
No, fuck that. I don’t want out. I want in. I want something. I want more than just me. I need a push, a constant push in my life. I have my own drive, but another person could make a world of difference.
Why not be alone though? So much free time to do what you want. No one you want to spend money on. You can get a new girl every night. You can be laying next to someone and feel nothin. You can spend your days only thinking of yourself.
I want to be with a person that wants to see me. Haha. Wow it’s gotten low. Maybe I’m just that hard to be around. Like, emotionally.
Why? Though.
I heard once I plan my failure. Set up for a mistake. Make life changing moves with a deeper hope. Like I’m addicted to sadness. Maybe just depressed. Can’t see a good outlook so bad shit keeps happening.
Nope! I’m a positive person, always ready to have a good time, always trying to make someone smile. Yeah!….okay spent…
Done talking to myself about myself.
So being… stupid…even more stubborn. Being so means you will never get what you desire. In fact you push everything farther away, build up walls and construct obstacles. Even if your desire seems simple, it’s not…stupid.
I just want to experience what it would be like to be in love again. I feel it everyday but being stubborn I look in the wrong places. It’s not the same as it was, it never will be…thank god! I want to know who you have become. See the new you, I want to be back.
Daily reminders of it never happening, and being stupid I ignore them, blind my vision, quiet the advice, the truth.
Just don’t know how to get back to life. Just doesn’t matter as much with out love. It’s what I need, to come home to open arms, a kiss or shit just a “happy to see you” look. Maybe another lifetime.
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Love the ones that return your love.
What if you love the depression. What if your life is going to be tragic and stressful forever, and it’s not a scare.
What is escape? What is true love?
Love the ones that give you love back.
If the love isn’t returned what’s the point. Why keep going in life?
Is it even possible to find love?
Get the same feelings everyday, I call it love. I know that’s the name for this feeling, but without the return is it really love? Is it just crazy? Is it lust?
It’s love. I know it’s love. One day I’ll trade love equally with someone. I hope she is as beautiful, as smart, and makes my bad days forgotten memories; like you do lady.
Does a heart ever mend. Is there a glue? A remedy?
Never ever will this heart mend. Thats an awful feeling.
Maybe hope is the solution.
I hate sleep. I want it so bad. Just stays away in the shadows til I’m out of tears. I really wish everything would be better, but that’s never the fact. Just another night. A long dark night. And to think i use to love the dark, now it’s just lonely.
I miss you. I wish the red door would open and let me in.
Feelings suck.
No control.
Just want to sleep without this dream. It’s a dream that’s becoming a nightmare. Starting to keep me up at night. Giving me a feeling that ripping out my soul would be okay.
It’s a simple dream, it’s so simple it might even be called a dream. I see eyes. Just two. I know the eyes, I love seeing them. But the eyes change. Not in color or to another set of eyes, but the feeling I get from the stare.
I use to feel love, freedom. Now I feel lost, alone.
I’m in love and kinda want out. I don’t want it to be this way anymore. My dreams never come true.
Feelings suck.
No control.
Just want to sleep without this dream. It’s a dream that’s becoming a nightmare. Starting to keep me up at night. Giving me a feeling that ripping out my soul would be okay.
It’s a simple dream, it’s so simple it might even be called a dream. I see eyes. Just two. I know the eyes, I love seeing them. But the eyes change. Not in color or to another set of eyes, but the feeling I get from the stare.
I use to feel love, freedom. Now I feel lost, alone.
I’m in love and kinda want out. I don’t want it to be this way anymore. My dreams never come true.
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